I'm Mysteriz Madi! I'm a sculptor and 3D modeler. I'm also Autistic and have ADHD. I made this website to replace my linktree and to create my own place on the web.
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This is Anas Ahmed, who I met through instagram. He is in Gaza with his sister and diabetic mother.
They need to raise $30,000 to evacuate and get treatment for his mothers diabetes! Any amount helps so please donate to him and share his link below!
Help Anas Ahmed!
Finally think I'm ready to start adding to my blog. I was originally gonna do stories, but then I realized I don't write a whole lot. So here in my blog I might write about what I'm doing or I might write a story. I might not even write at all, I don't know if I lose motivation I tend to forget.
These may be hard to read, I gotta write if I'm gonna make the story I want to make. So I'm going to write until I have something and not worry about editing. Find the line in my brain and straighten it out in a way.
Speaking of which, I've been going to therapy, talking mainly about my struggles with keeping my mind straight wiht my ADHD. I want to do all these things and I have to figure out how to balance them without feeling stressed. I've been dealing with more stress lately, I think it's because of what's been happening in the world, with Palestine and realizng just how terrible the world I live in is.
I feel trapped and I can't quite figure out how to change things and escape. For over a year now I've dreaded every day going onto Instagram, cause of all the videos of people having to beg for there life. We all have to do a monkey dance to survive in the system we've made, and the people in Gaza even more so.
I hope that isn't a bad analogy. If that's what an analogy is (I should search it up). Everday these people have to go online to BEG for people to give the littlest bit of a shit about the fact that they're DYING! The fact that they and their family are being MURDERED! They can't support themselves cause they're being starved and GENOCIDED, by the shit ass terrorist colonizer state of "israel".
I hate living in america. No my life is no where near as bad as the people being genocided or colonized. But just knowing that there are people across the world being murdered for the stupiest reasons by or with the support of my "country" just nails home that I'm not free! I also live under capitalism, a system built on explotation that only cares about numbers.
Sorry, guess that escelatted quickly but I think writing this out has help me substantially. I really gotta finish my drivers ed course and get a job, then I'll actually be able to help the families messaging me for aid.